I don't know what to say, I just want to share

 



























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I don't know how to fill the blank above

I don't know what to say, I just want to share
maybe I can't hold this pain anymore
I can't write down anything, or something important
even now I don't understand about myself,
I will keep fight with this situation

hahaha
maybe I just laughing, but exactly I just laughing at myself

just remember how it hurts
just enjoy the night without dreams anymore
just say congratulations with someone with happiness

I'm breezing, its cold
just like my mind

I just envy with everyone
I wanna just like them, that can get what they want
hmmm maybe at least they can get what they need

I know writing down like this was useless
but I don't know with whom I can share
I don't know with whom I can lay
yeaaah, I admit that I'm lonely

sometimes I feel so mad
sometimes I feel so unfaithful

but this is my lifeline
even it's hurts, I believe one day I will get something any better
even that "beautiful day" will come or not


I'm collapse
yeah maybe this is the best words that can shows how am I now