End of March

oh, its end of march..
its driving me crazy coz I must do some weird decision
oh its hard to make decision, its about my career in my band, maybe I should leave it..
but, my bandmates very very support me to stay

yeah I admit that last week we have a little clash, but I don't think that it was my reason for leave
maybe I should leave coz I must stay focus in my college, coz to be a dentist I must have a lot of time, for doing homework, study, practical work, and have a lot of time for a rest also..
sometimes I feel so proud to be a member of this band, but sometimes I feel don't have much time for rest, for do homeworks, and many more..

Honestly, I want to stay in this band, I want to run together with my bandmates, I want to make a lot of song that maybe can tell a story about myself or about the others, and I want to defeat my "enemy", hahahahah

I still don't know what should I do
Its really makes me to make a hard decision