Frightened

ohhhh, it's 4am and I'm awake for something unnecessary
so I prefer to write something even I'm so sleeeeeeeeeepy
oh maybe it isn't a "dream walking", but its a "dream blogging" hahaaaaa


Whoaaaaa, its been a loooooooooooooong time I didn't write in this blog..
I haven't something to share, I'm not desire to write a "poem" maybe hahaha

I just wanna say somethin', maybe a hubbub story


yeah maybe I'm so happy when you around, and I'm so pleasurable
but I'm frightened if one day I'm fall in love with you
even if people around us says "GOTCHA !!!" if we are going together to someplace,
if we share a dish together, if we laugh together...
I dunno what are you feel to me, but I don't want to be your "special one" for you
not only that you are an "ex-" of my friends, but I just wanna be your friends, or best friends maybe, not more...

if I move too far, it will makes me awkward

so maybe in a week or a month, I won't give my attention to you
I won't say "Eat this, or you will die by your diet programs"
hahahahhaha


I hope you will know about the meaning of this letter

and I hope you will be another sun for another man