Withered Mind

How can I explain in this pain?
Oh damn, I can't keep my word
How can I explain my jealousy?
It makes me remind, how can I tell I feel so comfort with you
Finally, I must take my words that I won't be in love with a girl that an "ex-girlfriend" of my pal

Have you ever miss me?
I'm sorry that maybe we can't be together
My friend is in love with you.
But how I feel can called "withered mind"
Yeah, I hope you will know about the meaning of this letter
Maybe this is a thousand times I've ever felt like this

I never have a happy ending story in my life
I hope this is the last time I feel this hurts
I just wanna hug you, maybe my heart can tell you about the pain that I hold

Just give me a one last try
Please...