Springless Year

I think that I have missing something in this year
I don't feel that blossom will developing after this long long winter
It's been a year I haven't meet another spring
So I'm not going to city park because of this something strange


Hahah, obviously  I miss have a laughter with you
That "blossom" mean something live in my mind
I know I haven't find another spring anymore after that times
yeaah, "The Blossom of Mind" can't live if didn't meet a spring


This summer I'm gonna melt away
This summer air gonna burst me up
It's too much pain that I must shared with you
But I know you love another guy
And that guy are one of my best pal
So I don't think that I wanna you know that I love you


Did you know that I always using this fake smile?
Did you know that I always using this fake laugh?


I don't know how to say
Everything gonna mess if I can't tell you
But there's more a mess if I tell you
yeaah I admit that I wanna say...


"I love you, would you be my spring in my mind"
"So that blossom won't die again again and again"
"This winter is too cold for me to live in, and I'm breezing"
"I need something warm, yeah warmness on the soul"


yeah, I need something to lock my pain
mmmh oh yeaah I have a principle that say
"What will you get with being envy with each other? Everybody have their own pathway for life"
but now I fell I wanna say


"Hey, I'm envy, so what will I get?"


and the answer is "NOTHING"


I never get something I want
I never get something I need
yeaah its too hurts to say
my life's so pathetic
I always learned how to being "helplessness person"


But today, I know I must facing that pathetic truth
I will always watching you,
your words, your step, your laugh, and everything
I will keep this "memories of summer"
Memories that makes me regret of have a hope
I won't hold that rope of hope anymore
But I know you will have a great blast with my best pal
yeah He's the best for you

Yeah I hope one day I will find another spring
and I hope you will read this letter